haven't been in too good a mood recently.I'm gettin petty and stuff too.

I'm seriously sorry for wtv happened today,i've just had a terribly insecure week and like this was sth i looked forward to which just got taken away from me.my reaction startled myself as well and yeah,i feel guilty and regretful.

Special thanks to v who made my day a whole lot better and to ppl who saw my tear-stained eyes and started sendin in cheer up notes.I love you loads<3

random quiz

choose 21 random friends

1.Chuyi Tan

2.Rachel Yong

3.Ariel Johns

4.Stephen

5.Jia Xin

6.Hwee Ting

7.Cai Miao

8.Pronvara

9.Melody Ng

10.Chloe Ng

11.Victoria Chan

12.Elaina Sutiono

13.Sean Sutiono

14.Olivia Sulaeman

15.Dory Khoo

16.Charmaine Foo

17.Amanda Lim

18.Aaron Wong

19.Janel Loi

20.James Seah

21.Joan Chew

*How did you meet 7?
The bean sprout!hahah in chinese class,sec 1

*What would you do if you had never met 15?
I'd nvr know someone that blur and gullible existed & i won't have had as many laughs as i had!(:

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
I'd be surprised and shocked,but it's somewhat impossible lol.

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
yup,but she's mostly all smiles((:

*Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
no hahah they don't even know that the other exists

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
haha,i'm not sure but they're well-liked?lol

*Describe 19:
doesn't like to wear dresses and is my spiritual parent!

*Do you like 17?
hahah sure,she's an awesome cell leader!always cool and WISE!

*Do you think 21 is attractive?
she's my cousin and i'm sure guys are attracted to her bubbly personality!

*What is 9’s favorite color?
Vibrant colours of th rainbow(:

*When was the last time you talked to 5?
haha,we used to talk everyday but now i sadly can't remember the last time? 

*What language does 11 speak?
chinese and english.she has a really cool accent.

*Who is 13 going out with?
no one i know of:)he always changes subject whenever i ask that question.

*What year is 16 in?
hahah she just turend 17 in dec!(one of th youngest in her batch!)

*What is 14’s favorite music?
hmm i doubt she listens to much music.she didn't know th song the great escape when it was the most listened song on th radio!hahah

*Would you ever date 7?
nope,she's a girl!(:

*Would you ever date 3?
nope either our friendship is definitely platonic,but he's a really great confidant!

*Where does 18 live?
Tampines that area lol.

*What is the best thing about 4?
He's really easy to talk to?AND HE HAS A FAN CLUB!hahah

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
Your penthouse is so cool!I LOVE IT!

*What is the best thing about 20?
He keeps stuff i tell him to himself,really trustworthy and funny!

*Have you ever kissed 1?
hahah nooooooooooo.we're perfectly straight.(plus justin'd kill me!hahaha)

*What’s the best memory you have of 9?
Her comforting me when i was really down,she says the most accurate stuff to cheer you up.

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
hopefully soon?We always meet at th most unexpected times.

*Is 2 pretty?
Yeah she sure is to me,especially with contacts!

*What was your first impression of 15?
quiet and softspoken.TOTAL OPPOSITE!

*How did you meet 3?
church,we used to be at loggerheads though.

*Is 5 your best friend?
yeah she's part of th BFFs!<3

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
yep, in church which is also coming up in 2 days.lol.

*When was the last time you saw 16?
2 weeks ago at church!miss her alrdy):

*Have you been to 21’s house?
yup quite a few times even.

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
tmr i hope,if she decides to come for trn(:

*Are you really close to 6?
yup she's part of th BFFs too and we just had an awesome sleepover!

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
yup definitely,we always get sprite!lol.

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
hahah yup last year.when we played a prank of april fool's on her.

*What did 12 last say to you?
'olivia wants to catch a flick?'

*Would you give 19 a hug?
haha, yep i would and always do(:

*When have you lied to 13 ?
it wasn't a lie but it was a sarcastic statement.but yeah,last friday when he asked me where i was goin.

*Do you know a secret about 11?
we have a secret code just between th both of us(:

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
they don't know each other hahah.

*Has 1 met your mother?
haha yup and i've also met hers(:

It's th start of 2009!(:& i just had my first vj trn today,it was pretty tiring and all cause we did so much physical(more than i did in th past 3 months) and i stood in th scorching morning sun for the first time in a longest time!gosh i'm really back to black now!):

Anw th past week was pretty good with many days spent catchin up with friends and all.Tuesday was spent with MinLi who is back from australia for a little while,we did shopping and she spent her very last cent buyin souvenirs for her friend.Gosh missed her like crazy!too bad she's leavin tmr):I'LL MISS YOU MIN!though you'd hardly read this.Then went out with the awesome Megalifer ushers to Joy's house.it was so fun cause we played like treasure hunt and water fights where we'll got absolutely soaked and a couple of passersby just stared!hahah.& there was just so much bonding that i feel much more connected to the church ppl(:

THE WORST PART WAS THAT I COUNTED DOWN ALONE IN THE MRT ON THE WAY HOME!except for phone calls and smses i received,i was physically alone):

Wednesday which was new year's day was with th whacky P6 friends.caught Bedtime stories which wasn't very great,or not my kind of show at least.so i wasted abt $8.but yeah got to talk and camwhore alot with them and i've frickin known them for 6 years and counting lol.I honestly nvr thought we'd be so close aft P6,but we made it!

Met up with th BFFs on friday,i've missed them like hell too so it was really wonderful that we got tgt or i'd just have died.we got treated icecream by dearest chups who insisted she felt rich so she paid for us & then went down to club for a sushi feast and tennis.took night scene photos which ended up lookin like day time ones cause of some function rach's cam has.tennis was usual,but bridged for abt one hour straight aft that with Andrew,Lewis and Jaryl.

Met my new cell on sunday,i'll say i think i'd love them and i couldn't have asked for a better group.it's like so many kinds of personalities and ppl there but i'd think we'd get thru that((:Ate fish and co express for th first time and it's almost as good as th normal one!

okay thats abt it,bye!

i'd never thought i'd have to go thru 2009 with you feelin so far.

forget yesterday

O levels ended yesterday!was supposed to be really happy but somehow the scale of exhilaration i felt was reduced greatly): then went dress shopping with elaina to suntec and marina for a whole 6 hours.didn't get anything,i guess i curbed my appetite for shoppin(: helped her find her perfect dress which cause a whole big issue.Shoppin with her was such a blast,its like we laughed alot,had fun makin up word of the days and felt so guilty till we ended up tryin t escape th world by dodgin into carrefour(: hahah!it'll be so sad when i don't get to see such good friends around in sch anymore): but oh well we could always hang out i suppose.